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Step One, Step Two

It is so important to seek God for direction in every area our lives. If we are willing to wait and listen, then He will tell us exactly what to do. Now because God loves for us to trust and have faith in Him, He won’t reveal everything to us all at once, but He will give us step by step instructions.

When it was time for me to pick my major for undergrad, I “knew” exactly what I wanted to do. I had been saying ever since elementary school that I was going to go to medical school and become a pediatrician. With this goal in mind, I was focused and determined to do well in school and took all of the math and science courses in high school. I got accepted into Virginia Commonwealth University. While browsing through the acceptance packet of all the different majors, my eyes laid on social work for a moment. For a split second I thought, social work would be cool, but I quickly pushed that thought aside and selected biology pre-med as my major. I didn’t realize it at the time, but Holy Spirit was directing me to social work that day. I just wanted to do what I wanted to do and had not even asked God what He wanted me to do with the life He had given to me in the first place.

During my first semester I did not do well in biology at all and even cried after my first exam because I got a D on it. My professor even told us that if we did not make at least a C on the exam, we should just seriously reconsider going to medical school. Now for those who don’t know me, I am a studiholic and I was used to getting A’s and B’s in high school with the occasion C in calculus (FYI – calculus is not my friend). So long story short, when God told me to major in social work the second time, I listened. God has been directing my path with education, especially with graduate school.

Last year, to be quite honest with you, I began to doubt if I heard God correctly about majoring in social work. Since I graduated, I have not had a chance to work in my field. Even with my internships, I’ve been told countless times that I don’t have enough experience. God even promised that I would get a job in social work, but after four years of nothing, Satan started to seriously attack my mind. It was at this time that I started to cry out to God and seek His face and this is the revelation that came to me. I said, “Alright God, You were the one who promised me that You would give me a job in social work, so it’s up to You to make it happen.” Now of course I have to do my part in looking for jobs and putting in my applications, but it was God’s responsibility to open a door. So it’s been a year later and still no open door.

Recently I have been praying for God to give me direction with where to apply. I have not done this at all. I’ve just been putting in applications everywhere. To be quite honest with you, it takes a lot of time to search for positions, making sure your resume and cover letter are on point before you submit your application. It has been an overwhelming process at times, but God has been teaching me persistence. This week God told me to speak to a director to learn about a specific area in human resources. Holy Spirit told me to do this a few years ago, but I was so deep in depression at the time and so focused on getting out of my current job that I didn’t listen. You see a pattern here? So as I did with my education, I’m going to do with my career as well. I told myself, well God has given me five years of HR experience for a reason even though I didn’t want it. I feel a peace about this direction because now I feel focused. I’m going to speak to the director next week and God is going to get the glory.

Here is my seed of life for you today . . . Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In ALL your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path (Proverbs 3:5-6). I am a witness. When you seek God for direction in any and every area of your life, He will give you the step by step instructions. We must be willing to stop and listen to what He tells us and not brush the gentle, small voice away.

Are you ready for your instructions?

STEP 1: Ask God what His will is for your life and submit your will to His. Confess and repent of any sins both known and unknown so that your prayers will not be hindered.

STEP 2: Seek direction from Him first and foremost. As God directs you, seek wise counsel. Key word . . . WISE.

STEP 3: Knock on the door of opportunity. You never know which door God will open for you so be open to new opportunities.

If you need prayer in this area, let me know. Be blessed.

Just Worship Me

Here’s a poem I wrote a while ago during my study of worship. I was meditating on Psalm 46:10, which says “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!” (NKJV). This poem was literally poured into me by the Holy Spirit. God is awesome and He desires to have a relationship with us through worship. So, as you read this poem, hear God’s heart and chose this day to worship Him in the splendor of His holiness. Be blessed.

Poem: Just Worship Me

Don’t worry about where you will live or what you will eat.
I AM your God and you are My child.
I have everything in control.
Just be still and know that I am God!
Let it go. You can’t handle it.
So just worship Me.

Don’t worry about how your bills will get paid.
I AM your God and you are My child.
I alone am the supplier of each and every one of your needs.
Just be still and know that I am God!
Let it go. You can’t handle it.
So just worship Me.

Don’t worry if those closest to you turn their backs on you.
I AM your God and you are My child.
I will never leave you or forsake.
Just be still and know that I am God!
Let it go. You can’t handle it.
So just worship Me.

Do you need a miracle? Just worship Me.
Do you need a new job? Just worship Me.
Do you need healing? Just worship Me.
Do you need peace of mind? Just worship Me.
Do you need direction? Just worship Me.

Forget about your situation for a few moments and just worship me.
I did not design your body to carry the weight of the world.
I did not design your body to carry anxiety and worry.
I did not design your body to hold on to doubt and fear.

I sculpted you in My image so you can be filled with My peace.
So just worship Me.

I handcrafted you in My likeness so you can be filled with My joy.
So just worship Me.

I knit you together in your mother’s womb so you could worship Me.
I clothed you in your right mind so you could worship Me.

I raised up a standard against your enemies so you could worship Me.

My children.
My heart longs to commune with you.
Do you want to worship Me?
You must be humble.

My children.
I have so much I want to give to you.
Do you want to worship Me?
You must sacrifice.

My children.
I have your breakthrough.
Do you want to worship Me?
You must be obedient.

All I want you to do is worship Me.
Just worship Me.

~ Crystal Awkward 2012